Thursday, November 26, 2009

I'm an Aunt... finally

Baby Morgan entered the world at 2:50 p.m. Wednesday the 25 th at 8 pounds 4 oz. 20.25 inches.

New Life.
Answered payers.
New Beginnings.
Love has begun again.

Happy Thanksgiving :)

Sunday, November 1, 2009

Takes Chances

God has a plan.
HE is working in us and he will never stop working in us.
No matter what you do or choose, God will always be making you a better man or women, once you take a new step in life that process does not end.
You don't have to be the best in order to get the best, but having the right motive and attitude is important, and what you decide to do with the best is important.
What I'm trying to say is don't let fear rule your life, and what you feel God is telling you to do, i suggest you do it, but don't be blinded by fear and forget your ability to move.
Your entitled to joy, happiness, and love.

Take every chance to fly.
Don't live a dull life.
Take chances and see what God can do with them.

I see this beautiful life in my dreams. I admit that i have high expectation on my future, also on myself. But is it really all that bad to have amazing expectations on your life? Why is it so looked down upon and seen so unrealistic that i want to be so in love with the man i will marry? If you want it, and i want it, then why can't we have the attitude of love? I believe that my heart is meant to be given away, and yes i can be stupid enough to give it to the wrong people but....but when i give it to the right person, the right people, all that joy surpasses all hurt i have ever felt, that hurt disappears and joy over takes me. 
I deserve to have the love i long to give, and so do you.

And this beautiful life i speak of, the life i live everyday, it has already begun. I may be in waiting but i know that whats coming is beautiful, and I'm not afraid to say that. I am not afraid to say that good things are coming to me because as surely as bad times come good times before and after. So I look forward to the times when I'm in trial because without them i wouldn't know the meaning of love, happiness, belonging, and joy.

I know I will hurt, with or without blame, and i expect it. All i want is for us to stop the doubting and realize that joy resides in you and around you, and its from Jesus Christ. A love coming from Jesus Christ is the perfect love, and thats just something i cant pass up. A love that would die for you and did...Jesus died for you, and so would I.

I am a foolish person. I chase after things that aren't sure while holding a grip on solid ground.  I write things on this blog that may seem way to personal for comfort, for an outsider to read. To me there is no sense holding this inside, or anything for that matter. If we were meant to live in a box then God would not have given us lungs.