New Love.

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So maybe someday we will figure all this out. Maybe someday we will be better off. Maybe some day we will know just how good it can get. But really there are no words right now...its just that same big sigh i give with a frog in the back of my throat. Knowing that i did it again, knowing i seeked a filling to my heart in the wrong place...the same place. 

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When will i learn?

i was expected to not give up and suffer.

When will you know?

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A love that had never been deeper.

Is lost.

But a new one begins. And He never fails me.

Hallelujah He Reigns, He Reigns in my heart.

Prayer:

Lord being still is what I need.

Being transparent is what i need to achieve.

Lord your brightness is being covered by dark clouds.

So Lord let it rain down on me. 

And when it clears, it will be a new day. 

And so that day belongs to you.

Then when my heart bumps it will be a loving beat :)

Lord lets go to our secret place, in the field of serenity, just you and me.

Remember how we would dance, in those lavender fields. 

Find me there again.

Then under that Oak tree we will rest.

And there, you will cure my heart.

To you be the glory.

Amen